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!Saturday, January 01, 2005
haiXx.. today is the last day of 2004.. 31st DEC 2004! wad am i doing at home??!!?!?! the most pathetic thing is to get sick.. reeli sick and to stay home coz of the stupid flu, sore throat and fever i am having now.. yes .. at this very minute! orh my.. i guess my mum will nv nv nv let me out tonight to meet my jj og pals.. i dun wanna bang seh them leh.. i reeli reeli wanna go...
lets share bout wad is soooo amazing in my life this yr..
Firstly, wanna tell u guys i had my joyous and happiest days spent in JJC for the first 3 months.. all coz i haf a bunch of close n nice og pals.. i love them.. they impact my life with all the sweetest memories which i can onli keep in my heart now.. coz i chose to leave for SA..
maybe my biggest regret or the greatest mistake i did this yr was to choose to go SAJC.. wells.. its not that i am suffering over there.. the good thing is i haf all of my nanhua peeps physically there for me alwayz.. but i spent a rather long long time to get used to the life there.. es. my class A51. comparing them to my nanhua classmates.. they are of coz a mile away.. but i guessed its me.. my prob.. coz i took rather six months to reeli settle down and mix well with some of the my classmates.. but there are reeli nice ppl in my class too..es. jie sung, sharon, kathie, jiefang, etc. PW was the killer.. it makes me feel so tired alwayz.. but wells.. its over le..
the most memorable thing which happened was my quarrel or cold war with elyse.. yah. i was so unused to my life there and i expect my good fren here to be there for me alwayz.. but she kinda din, coz she has a new life too.. and maybe i expect a little too much.. two stubborn bulls but i still relent somehow.. coz its our birthday period! hahaz.. but definitely, i learnt something out of it.. and thru this.. i saw someone who is alwayz ready to comfort me whenever i need her to be.. sookyee.. thanx for everything the two of u have made me realised in life...
the most drastic change in my life was none other than myself. to everyone hu noes me well, i am lazy, hates studying and loves to play! but who will imagine me as a mugger, a true mugger.. yah.. coz of some probs in my family, i am forced to be VERI practical in life. and onli being able to achieve good results can help me get far in future.. i chose this. i chose to concentrate alot on my schoolwork.. u may say tt's wad students shld do.. but i kinda drifted apart from ALL my frens, my dearest frens... i am sorry but i hope u all can understand.. i will haf to say it will be worse next yr.. coz my biggest challenge is the As.. yah.. looking far ahead is the onli thing i can do now..
and lastly, my wishes in life.. yah.. making wishes on the last day of 2004..
1. i wan a happy family where no disputes or quarrel occur
2. i wan good grades.. A A B will be good enuff.. ahhaz.. abit too unrealistic. 3. i wan alot of money.. being practical, money solves alot of probs.. es. with wad kinda probs i am facing now..